mardi 1 decembre hier, le dernier jour de novembre ... ( forgive me for my inability to write better in french, c'est tres difficile !!!!!!!!! but i should keep writing so as to make it a part of my life!) yesterday, the last day of november... i studied at PP and planned to practice using office 07 at CC for my IT test tomorrow but CC was fulled. . . and two more hours to go before my french class started, "where should i go?" i asked myself then, i searched for a seat in the main lib.. after searching for a few floors, one tiny empty space in front of a book shelf hiding somewhere in a corner was waiting for me...
in the next two hours, i dragged myself deep into the sofa and flooded myself in my jacket, my bag, my notes... what i saw was what you see above, quiet and chilly the book i was holding was 幾米's 地下鐵 i used to think that his/her book was sort of simple and happy that's the first time i read through his/her whole book, the feeling was exactly the same as what i said, quiet and chilly, adding a little bit of gloominess... the next two hours passed tranquilly so as my french and korean class on my way home, the tranquillity and chilliness remained 

in a moment, i dialled, but i let my phone swing with my dropping hand and suddenly realized that i dialed after the phone buzzed several times on the other side of the phone, i felt that i was not a person but a body, a moving dead body, wts wrong with me? this's not a good day, because i felt that my positive energy was depriving, i was doing something without knowing it i have to end the life like this, very soon |